it'soverbaby ,

yayy , exm dah abes err blum lg sbnarnya , tggl rekacipta . fuhhhh but who care ? clssmte pn dah brpestaaa ! uuyehh i like it (: sronok gila , eceh ckp mcm dah abes spm je kn . cpat lah 6 disember , i can't wait . heeeee sy ske .

awk , sy rndu abg sy (: hahaha mse sy tgh jwb pper addmth sy tringat abg sy pggl akk sy CHILD sbb mse dduk dlam keta ayh sy buat child lock kt pntu tu . kbtulan my sis dduk situ :D sjak tu abg asyik pggl dye child -.- mlam ry , my brother tu tkde kdt , dye amek kdt sy , yah of course he paid back a day later but i ask him to pay double . he refuse . i keep saying 'rm3' for the whole day (: well , he ignore me . trsnyum snyum aku tringat kt dye hahaha bongoknye tkde org lain ke kau nk rndu , bosan lah asyik asyik abg kau tah ape ape ! ahh sbuk .

heartbeat , i miss you so bad . i can't wait to see you this saturday . i love you winkk ;P so jealous bila my friend bg kad kt boyfie dye , tulis ' happy 3 month anniversary ' . tipuuuu , tk jealous sgt pn . yg jealous ble tgk diorg dating lah . alahaiii , nseb i lah u jauh ): tkpelah u , we will be together soon (: hahahaha jiwang karat plak kn x.x skali skala bkan slalu , yeke ? mcm slalu je . txt me after you read this okay ? i love you so much and i just want you to know , you are the one and only . i do care about you more than anyone else . if saying those 3 words will make you happy , then i will never get bored saying it . thanks for coming into my weird life . i really enjoy the moment with you . i do love you , i do . more than you imagine ((:

p.s ; the thing i miss the most is you , killer .

SFSP (:

I'll be loving you forever ,
Deep inside my heart you'll never leave me ,
Even if you took my heart ,
And tore it apart ,
I would love you still forever .

You are the sun ,
You are my light ,
And you're the last thing on my mind ,
Before I go to sleep at night ,
You're always round ,
When I'm in need ,
When trouble's on my mind ,
You put my soul at ease .

There is no one in this world ,
Who can love me like you do ,
That is the reason that I ,
Wanna spend forever with you .

We've had our fun ,
We've made mistakes ,
But who'd have guessed along that road ,
We'd learn to give and take ,
It's so much more than I could have dreamed ,
Cause you make loving you, so easy for me .

And boy I pray you never leave me ,
Cause this is the world , where lovers often go astray ,
But if we love each other , we won't go that way ,
So put your doubts aside ,
Do what it takes to make it right ,
I love you , forever , no-one can tear us apart .

p.s : i love you , honey bunch . always (:

nothingmore .

5 Famous People to Invite to Your Dream Dinner Party, Dead or Alive:

1. Chase Coy

2. Jared Letto

3. Ed Westwick

4. Oliver Sykes

5. Christopher Drew Ingle ( are you mad because i like him too now ? )

5 Things I’m Addicted to:

1. Syed Fuad

2. Ed Westwick

3. Books

4. Chase Coy

5. Canon EOS 550D

5 Biggest Celebrity Crushes:

1. Ed Westwick

2. Jared Letto

3. Matt Lanter

4. Hayley Williams

5. Josh Duhamel

5 Songs I Can’t Stop Listening to at the Moment:

1. Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus ( my fav for years )

2. If The Moon Fell Down Tonight - Chase Coy

3. Chelsea Smile - Bring Me The Horizon

4. I Love The Way You Lie - Eminem Ft. Rihanna

5. Closer To The Edge - 3o Seconds To Mars

5 Favorite TV Shows:

1. Gossip Girls

2. The Good Wife

3. CSI : NY

4. House

5. NCIS

5 Your Dream Future, Job/City/Car/Spouse/Pet:

1. Architect

2. Montreal , Canada ( don't ask me why )

3. Suzuki Swift ( I don't dream an expensive car )

4. Chase Coy ??

5. Rabbits

5 Things that Always Cheer Me Up:

1. Music

2. Syed Fuad

3. Books

4. Chase Coy

5. Sleeping

5 People I Want to Punch in the Face:

1. My Little Sister ( hehehe )

2. Beyonce ( i don't like her sorry )

3. Fake

4. Bitch

5. Random people from school

5 Favorite Actors/Actresses:

1. Ed Westwick

2. Matt Lanter

3. James Marsden

4. Kristen Stewart

5. Jared Letto ( he doesn't act anymore i think )

5 TV Shows You’ve Seen Every Episode of:

1. CSI : NY

2. Gossip Girls

3. Justified

4. The Good Wife

5. Project Runaway

5 Favorite Movies

1. The Last Song

2. Diary of a Wimpy Kid

3. Transformers

4. The Green Mile

5. Pirates Of The Carribean

p.s ; i know it was boring and i got nothing to do .

mustbeperfect .

Name: Alya
Single or Taken: Taken ♥
Sex: Female
Birthday: 10th December
Sign: Sagittarius
Eye colour: Black ?
What are you wearing: t-shirt and grey shorts
Where do you live: Pahang
Righty or lefty: Right

FAVORITE
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Where is your favorite place to shop: MidValley
Color: Black
Number: 7
Boys Name: Adam
Girls Name: Alya ( hahahahahaha silly )
Animal: Bumblebee (:
Month: December
Juice: Ice Lemon Tea :D
Breakfast: Bread and Milk
Favorite cartoon character: emmmmm ?

HAVE YOU EVER
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Given anyone a bath: No
Smoked: Yes
Bungee Jumped: No and I never will x.x
Gone skinny dipping: eerrr (:
Eaten a dog: Noooo
Put your tongue on a frozen pole: No :)
Loved someone so much it made you cry: Yesss
Broken a bone: No again
Played truth or dare: Yeah
Been in a physical fight: Yes
Been in a police car: No

Been in a hot tub: Yes
Swam in the ocean: I think yes
Fallen asleep in school: Hahh ! Many many times (:
Ran away: Yeah
Broken someone’s heart: Probably ?
Cried when someone died: Yeah
Cried in school: Yes too
Fell off your chair: Yes especially when i laugh too much ?
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yes , hee
Saved AIM/MSN conversation: No (:

WHAT IS
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Your good luck charm: My Guitar Necklace :D
Best song you ever heard: Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
What’s your room like: Green . Fuck , not me , not at all .
Last thing you ate: Pudding :D
What kind of shampoo do you use: Sunsilk ?
Do you believe in karma: Sometimes .

HAVE YOU HAD
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Chicken pox: Don't remember .
Sore Throat: Of course
Stitches: Yesss
Broken nose: Yes ??

DO YOU
——————————————————————
Believe in love at first sight: Yes
Like picnics: Yes .
Like school: Never !
Would you eat a live hamster for $1,000,000 dollers: Eeeyuuu of couse not , poor hamster .
Who was the last person that called you: My Heartbeat , I love YOU !
What makes you laugh the most: I don't know ?

LAST PERSON
———————————————
You yelled at: My Little Sister .
Who broke your heart: Him ?
Who is your loudest friend: Sheda , she had been friend of mine since we were 6 ^^

DO YOU/ARE YOU
——————————————————————————————
Do you like filling these out: When I have nothing to do :D
Do you wear contacts or glasses: I'm suppose to wear glasses but i never give a damn (:
Do you like yourself: Sometimes ?
Do you get along with your family: Yeah i think ?
Obsessive: Yes x.x
Compulsive: I dont think so .
Anorexic: No I’m a fatty .

FINAL QUESTIONS
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What are you listening to right now: Shake That Bubble by Young And Divine
What did you do yesterday: Reading ( The Last Song )
Hate someone in your family: YES !
What car do you wish you had: Suzuki Swift
Where do you want to get married: In my home sweet home
If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be: Slimmer .
How many remote controls are in your house: Millions .
Are you double jointed: I’m not
Last time you took a bath: A few months ago , i took shower :D
The last movie you saw at the cinemas: Alice in wonderland
Do you like scary or happy movies: Romantic hehe (:
Black or white: Both
Root Beer or Dr.Pepper: I don't like both
Vanilla or chocolate: Vanilla
Silver or Gold: Silver
Diamond or pearl: Pearl
Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset
Sprite or 7up: Sprite
Cats or dogs: Cats for sure
Coffee or tea: tea
Phone or in person: in person is better but I love phone calls .
Are you the oldest, middle, youngest or only child: not the oldest , not in the middle , not the youngest and i'm not the only child D:
Indoor or outdoor: I love outdoors but if the weathers rubbish then indoor ((:

niceguyfinishlast .

lelaki smua sme , annoyed . benci i -.-

p.s ; tk tau ape nk tulis bai .

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korang korang korang , maafkn sy yeee , sy bkannya ske ske je nk halau awk smua , tp awk smua dtg mse sy tgh sbuk sgt sgt DAN rmai tetamu . sy tau sy slah . alah chill lah okayy , dtg rmai rmai lg , pstu bwk sy pg ry okay kwn ? hahhh jgn mrajok lg .

eiiii bosannyeeeee , tk tau nk buat ape lahh , damn itttt !

p.s ; i got that damn answer , weirdo !

herecomesthehappymoment .

selamat hari raya people (: yahh tau gmbar tkde kaitan dgn raya but i wish i have a room full with shoes . thats what i call shoes heaven ^^ okayy ry ni tk tau lah meriah tk . friends smua busy ngan trial tp diorg ckp , ry ry lah enjoy abes abesan sbb nxt year tah kemne lah ktorg ni kn . tkpe lah enjoy okayy :D maaf zahir dan batin

p.s ; people said we should forgive others during 'raya' . em ? i am speechless .

strangersbyday .

spe tk happy lau 1 family ade kt rumahh ? sy pn happy . yg plek nye , my brother lah , dye ade kt umah ke tkde ke sme jee , spnjg ari dduk dlam blik main laptop . ape jadahnye blek . dye tk happy ke ? bongok lahh , kdg kdg je kua tgk tv . bengang . tp bile dye tkde rndu plak hahahaha mngade tk . tp bile smpai mse dye kne blik UM smula , msti dye bebel , ' tknk blek tknk blek' . sy rse sye tau sbb ape dye dduk dlam blik je , maybe sbb ktorg kot . bile dye dduk je kt krusi kt ruang tamu , ktorg ( yg prmpuan ni ) dduk keliling dye , kcau kcau :P nk buat cmne rndu walaawehhhh .

raya is coming uuuyehh . sy akn pkai something yg org lain tk jgke sy akn pkai (: sy tk pnah pkai heels seumur hdup sy err pnah lah kot pkai skali dua tu pn sje test . jd rya ni sy pkai lah . ma sy kte , ' awk tu dah 17 buatlah gye 17 sket , rya kali ni je . lpas rya awk nk buat ape buatlahh ' . tinggg ape mksudnye ituu ? rpenye dye sruh wa pkai heels yg mmg tggi nk mmpus tu ( tkdelah heels sgt pn ) dgn handbag ape smuaa . dye dah beli dah smuaaa tggl nk pkai je tauu . eishh jgn sruh sy pkai makeup sdahh mmg sy mnjerit jerit pg rya nnti .

tk nmpk sgt tggi dye kn ? so , tgk bwh

i compare it with my converse (: blahh imma loser

p.s ; i'm scared because there's only one of you , captain .

partylikearockstar.

you might be more prettier and smarter than me and have friends more than me . and you might hang out with hotter guys than me , and get fucked up more . have more clothes and money than me , and not give a fuck about school , unlike me . you might be carefree , unlike me . but one day , you're going to wish you stayed true to who you were , like me . because you'll have nothing , except memories of fake ass friends who you don't even talk to anymore . SO don't talk shit about me and my lifestyle , because one day , you're going to wish it was YOURS .

p.s ; use your brain , cupcake .

thesesecretswillkillus.

i hate myself and i hate everybody . i don't want to play your stupid game anymore , sexy . let me feel alive again .

closeyoureyes .

auww , bile tgk gmbr ni msti snyum sorang , how cute they are , right ? wtf ? ske ati aku lah nk post ape sbuk lah lu :D mlas nk tulis mcm dlu , change ! tetettenetenet .

strangers .

i don't give you a shit , asshole .

retrovstechno .

ahhhhhhhhhhh . cehh start start dah mrapu tett . tk tau lah nk ckp psal ape . sy sgt mlas mngupdate blog tau ? well , i miss to hangout with my monkeys . oh ya skang kn puasa , diorg tk abes abes ajk pg psar rmdhan . wlaupn dkat tp sy trsgtlah mlas . sorry , i promise i'll go with you guys one day (: hahahaha

ari tu bkak album lme lme with my sisters and mum . my dad tkde so tk dpat join . my twin pn tk blek rmah ( wtf , aku ade twin ) tgk tgk , perghhh smua comel comel je mse kcik , grammmm . tringat jnji ngan watiey nk msuk gmbr mse kcik kt fb , nk scan 1 gmbr . last last jd byk plak kn . ma lah ni ckp ' adk , scan gmbr nie , tk comel ke ? ' hahhh . long plak ' adk , yg ni yg ni , scan je smuaa ' . hehh . gmbr abg lah comel je , jmbu lg . dah bsar , macho tu tk tau lah ade tk . dye mrah kot , ckp malu (: whtever i don't care brother , mmg niat nk malukn kau pn :D

haaa korang msti wondering kn spe twin aku , eyyy prsannye tah tah korang tk ingin pn nk tau kn ? tkpelahh sy tk bgtau okaayy . hehehe

bullshit , ckp bsar sje , nk ni lah nk tu lah , wa tgk tkde ape ape pn ? tkut ke babe ? bkan nk ckp bsar , tp wa mmg tk ske org yg ckp kemain hbat , buat tk pn . wa tgk lu nk pndg wa pn tk brape nk pndg . knp ? bkan lu kte nk blasah wa ke dlu ? ye , mk bpak wa tau psal tu , sbb wa ngan family wa kmceng , mcm mmbr mmbr gtu . wa tk malu ckp kt mk wa psal laki , mslah ape smua tu . mk wa ni kwn baik tau ? wa ngan adk bradik wa share smua crite ngan mk waa tkde 1 pn tggl . lu ade ? hehh untuk stalkers lu tu , wehh jd lah stalker lg babi . baik jd wrtawan je trus . sbuk sgt nk jge tpi kain org , kain kau yg koyak rbak tu tk reti nk jge . sbuk je nk jd semakk . bai , aku tk kcau idup kau tk pyah lah kcau hdup aku kimakk .

sbar alya sbarr . rmai supporters kau kt blakang ni . tkde kwn pn , fmly ade . sbarr . tk gune mrah mrah maki hamun ni smuaa , buang mse . baik diam je . tp diam tk brmkne mngalah . diorg ni bkan reti bhsa pn . trus mnegakkn keadilan dan kebenaran . jgn ptus asa . dga kte rkan rkan yg sntiasa ada tu , buat tk reti je dgn org gile tu . dye kte kau tkde kwn , prove kt dye yg itu tk bnar . sbarlah alya . ade hkmah di sbalik ini . org yg bnar psti akn mnang . ( ecehh wa dah gile yayy yayy , actually ni kte kte my own friend sndiri ) thanks . nilah kwn sejati :D

p.s ; judge me and i'll prove you're wrong . tell me what to do and i'll tell you off . say i'm not worth it and watch were i end up . call me a bitch and i'll show you one . fuck me over and i'll do it to you twice as bad . call me crazy and you really have no idea ((:

critical .

backstabber , i never thought you are such a selfish slut . if one day i really can't stand with you , i'll do everything to make your fucking life worse . keep my words . you can do and say whatever you want cause i don't give a shit . you're nothing in my life . i don't ever care about you so stop talking about me bitch . live in your own world okay ? don't be a mess in my world , pathetic .

the monkeys .

jeng jeng jengg milik siapakah gelaran ini ? inilah monyet monyet sy skrang . sy slalu lpak ngan diorg skrang . awk nk tau , ptg smlam sy lpak ngan diorg uppss 2 drpd the monkeys nie iaitu lonjong dan jga tongga . kami brmain gitar brsma sma . mcm bodoh lah jgak kn . siap main golek golek lg kt tman tu , pnyelah tk malu . lntak tman tu kami yg punyaaa .

biaselah buli mmbuli tu .
brgusti dgn lonjong .
he gave me 1 pnumbuk tepat kt tlinge .
adoiiii brdarah maaa .
tongga pndg je . lme tu bru dye respon and pg amek tisu . smpai je drah pn dah kering ( lmbt nk mmpus )
lonjong cuak yay yay yay .

aummmmmm the other 2 monkeys came join us . ( tonggek dan jongang )
tp tk lme sgt dduk kt pdg tu , sbb the monkeys nie ajk brbuka puasa ( diorg puasa ari ni ) .
biasalah bila the monkeys brkumpul , tk boleh diam . kdai tu jd bsing nk mmpus . yelah kdai diorg .
around 8 pm , nk blek niiiii .
brgurau senda dgn tonggek . dye angkt dye pnya siku lahh , perghhh baik punya kne kt tlinge . tmpt td .
dah brdrah blek . trus tonggek usap usap pale . auwwww cuak kau haaaaa .

i think the monkeys ni mcm kwn baik aku lah . they totally cheering me up (: hahahahaha thanks monkeys .

people do change .

i'm hoping and waiting for a long time . what should i do to turn back the time ?
you've change and i miss the old you .
when i said i won't forgive you , it was a lie .
if you mad when i wrote about him ( memories ) i am sorry .
it just a stupid post . i was playing with my own feeling .

tk tau carut ape , tp just menulis smething yg mrepek .

mood ; miserable but pretend to be okay .

mental disorder .

hanging out with those monkeys make me crazy . they can't stop making noise , not even a minute ! i should thanks them for cheering me up , thanks monkeys !

memories .

dear you , happy birthday :D wish you the best .

i still remember everything about us , about you , our bittersweet memories . do you ? tettt why i can't forget all those old memories ? almost 2 years right ? i hate to see you with other girls especially when she is more more prettier than me . err ckp mcm sy ni cntik je awk kn ? awakk , sy rndu awk , sy rndu kte . sy nk awk smula boleh ? sy tau tk boleh sbb awk ade yg lain . it's okay

i just want you to know that you always be the best partner i ever had . i never regret to own you once . i should never let you go x.x she was so lucky to own you . i wish i can say hye to her and beg her not to hurt you like i always do . i love to hear your voices . i love to hold your hands . i love to fight with you . i love your eyes . i love your skinny body . i love your sexy lips auww . whatever lah kn . go on go on go on .

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY (:

you .

i'm not yours and you're not mine . it is hard for me to accept you back after what you've done to me . i tried to take care of you , your feelings and your everything . have you ever do that to me ? no . stop being a selfish . i'm so tired to think about all this . we still can be friend . but you and i will never be like before . i guess . i'm wondering , do you miss me ? do you miss us ? do you miss our memories together ? do you ever think that you might do something wrong ? do you ? i don't think so . i'll find someone to take over your place . i know you already done it . i am okay right now . no pain , no heartbreak , no tears . i still remember the first day we were fighting about silly things . then no words came out from my mouth . a few weeks later , i know that you are so far far away . i cried . i lost my partner . i was too hurt and i stop trust people for awhile . i'm a mess . i was different now and you will never find the old me . it was nice to be friend of you . i know many people like you adore you . you have everything . unlike me . i like to hang out with you . gossiping . talk about those shit . laughing . cry . now i know that we have change . i choose NOT to hang out with you . i also choose to talk something what we call gossip AFTER i've done it with someone else . i will choose not to talk about anything with you EXCEPT it is about something or someone vital to you . i choose to laugh with you WHEN our friends were around . and last i choose not to cry i mean NEVER cry about you .

that's it . i wrote what i want to write . sorry for the bad language or grammar . i'm in learning progress . fyi , this is not about love , it's friendship .

summersun .

finally , mggu trakhir cuti , off to langkawi for a week ! yessss , ermmm tk mahu diggu oke , merhatkn mindaaaaaa (: