i'm not yours and you're not mine . it is hard for me to accept you back after what you've done to me . i tried to take care of you , your feelings and your everything . have you ever do that to me ? no . stop being a selfish . i'm so tired to think about all this . we still can be friend . but you and i will never be like before . i guess . i'm wondering , do you miss me ? do you miss us ? do you miss our memories together ? do you ever think that you might do something wrong ? do you ? i don't think so . i'll find someone to take over your place . i know you already done it . i am okay right now . no pain , no heartbreak , no tears . i still remember the first day we were fighting about silly things . then no words came out from my mouth . a few weeks later , i know that you are so far far away . i cried . i lost my partner . i was too hurt and i stop trust people for awhile . i'm a mess . i was different now and you will never find the old me . it was nice to be friend of you . i know many people like you adore you . you have everything . unlike me . i like to hang out with you . gossiping . talk about those shit . laughing . cry . now i know that we have change . i choose NOT to hang out with you . i also choose to talk something what we call gossip AFTER i've done it with someone else . i will choose not to talk about anything with you EXCEPT it is about something or someone vital to you . i choose to laugh with you WHEN our friends were around . and last i choose not to cry i mean NEVER cry about you .
that's it . i wrote what i want to write . sorry for the bad language or grammar . i'm in learning progress . fyi , this is not about love , it's friendship .
