memories .

dear you , happy birthday :D wish you the best .

i still remember everything about us , about you , our bittersweet memories . do you ? tettt why i can't forget all those old memories ? almost 2 years right ? i hate to see you with other girls especially when she is more more prettier than me . err ckp mcm sy ni cntik je awk kn ? awakk , sy rndu awk , sy rndu kte . sy nk awk smula boleh ? sy tau tk boleh sbb awk ade yg lain . it's okay

i just want you to know that you always be the best partner i ever had . i never regret to own you once . i should never let you go x.x she was so lucky to own you . i wish i can say hye to her and beg her not to hurt you like i always do . i love to hear your voices . i love to hold your hands . i love to fight with you . i love your eyes . i love your skinny body . i love your sexy lips auww . whatever lah kn . go on go on go on .

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY (:

you .

i'm not yours and you're not mine . it is hard for me to accept you back after what you've done to me . i tried to take care of you , your feelings and your everything . have you ever do that to me ? no . stop being a selfish . i'm so tired to think about all this . we still can be friend . but you and i will never be like before . i guess . i'm wondering , do you miss me ? do you miss us ? do you miss our memories together ? do you ever think that you might do something wrong ? do you ? i don't think so . i'll find someone to take over your place . i know you already done it . i am okay right now . no pain , no heartbreak , no tears . i still remember the first day we were fighting about silly things . then no words came out from my mouth . a few weeks later , i know that you are so far far away . i cried . i lost my partner . i was too hurt and i stop trust people for awhile . i'm a mess . i was different now and you will never find the old me . it was nice to be friend of you . i know many people like you adore you . you have everything . unlike me . i like to hang out with you . gossiping . talk about those shit . laughing . cry . now i know that we have change . i choose NOT to hang out with you . i also choose to talk something what we call gossip AFTER i've done it with someone else . i will choose not to talk about anything with you EXCEPT it is about something or someone vital to you . i choose to laugh with you WHEN our friends were around . and last i choose not to cry i mean NEVER cry about you .

that's it . i wrote what i want to write . sorry for the bad language or grammar . i'm in learning progress . fyi , this is not about love , it's friendship .

summersun .

finally , mggu trakhir cuti , off to langkawi for a week ! yessss , ermmm tk mahu diggu oke , merhatkn mindaaaaaa (: