Monday

sweetperfection .

hurmm , mula mula nk ckp thanks for best friends for the suprise party . korang nk tau tk , sbnarnya aku EMO sbb korang smua tkde kt sni . skali waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh i had a suprise party wooooo . bestt tp part tk bestnyaa , yg tktau psal suprise tu , bebel bebel kt aku plak -.- ape ape ape ? aku tk brslah kali ni okay ? hooooooooohhh sronoknyaaa :D

psal birthday to let go lah , mlas nk story sgt . crita psal arini . iqbl ckp dye nk bg gift tp kne pg mntkb amek , igt boleh lah . tp smpai ptang tkde transport . trpksalah cncel . huahhh . around 5 tu , ade sekor mmat ni dtg dgn kreta fuhhhh smgt kreta baru ^^ alang alang kn , bwklah kreta dye . cett sbb enjin dye turbo , so aku mcm adelah part part trkjut skit kn . yelah , tkan mnyk skit je dah mngaum mcm apa , heishhhh . lau trkjut tkpe , tp dah smpai mnjerit jerit dah fuhhh mntp ((: trima kaseh yaa , sy puas .

wwwwwwwwwwweeee mlam kamal bg kek dr SR . oh my , lme tk mkan . sronok tau . thank you ! hahahahaha smua jeles . bia ahhh alahhh . ari ari aku on9 smpai 4 5 pg , bgun pkul 2 3 ptg . bgus tk ? heh mlas nk ckp dah , bye (:

Sunday

i'maverybadinfluence ,

write yes if you do , write no if you don't , count how many yes and see the result ((:

1. smoked. - no -
2. consumed alcohol. - no -
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. - no -
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. - yes -
5. kissed someone of the same sex. - no -
6. had sex. - no -
7. had someone in your room other than family. - yes -
8. watched porn. - no -
9. bought porn. -no -
10. tried drugs. - no -
TOTAL: 2

1. taken painkillers . - yes -
2. taken someone else’s prescription medicine . - no -
3. lied to your parents. - yes -
4. lied to a friend. - yes -
5. snuck out of the house. - yes -
6. done something illegal. - yesss -
7. felt hurt. - yes -
8. hurt someone. - yes -
9. wished someone to die. - yes -
10. seen someone die. - yes -
TOTAL so far: 11

1. missed curfew. - yes -
2. stayed out all night.
- yes -
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. - no -
4. been to a therapist. - no -
5. been to rehab . - no -
6. dyed your hair. - no -
7. received a ticket.
- yes -
8. been in an accident. - no -
9. been to a club. - no -
10. been to a bar . - no -
TOTAL so far: 14

1. been to a wild party. - no -
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade. - no -
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night. - no -
4. had a spring break in Florida. - no -
5. sniffed anything . - yes -
6. wore black nail polish . - yes -

7. wore arm bands. - yes -
8. wore t-shirts with band names. - yes -
9. listened to rap. - yes -
10. owned a 50 Cent CD. - no -
TOTAL so far: 19

1. dressed gothic.
- no -
2. dressed girly. - yes -
3. dressed punk. - no -
4. dressed grunge. - no -
5. stole something. - yes -
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
- no -
7. blacked out. - yes -
8. fainted. - yes -
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
- no -
TOTAL so far: 23

1. had a crush on a friend. - yes -
2. been to a concert. - yes -
3. dry-humped someone. - no -
4. been called a slut. - yes -
5. called someone a slut. - yes -
6. installed speakers in your car. - no -
7. broken a mirror. - yes -
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex’s house . - no -
9. brushed your teeth with someone else’s toothbrush. - yes -
TOTAL so far: 29


1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
- no -
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater. - no -
3. cruised the mall. - yes -
4. skipped school. - yes -
5. had surgery. - yes -
6. had an injury. - yes -
7. gone to court. - no -
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping. - no -
9. caught something on fire. - yes -
10. lied about your age. - no -
TOTAL so far : 34

1. owned/rented an apartment/house. - no -
2. broke the law in the police’s presence. - no -
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf . - no -
4. got in trouble with the police. - no -
5. talked to a stranger. - yes -
6. hugged a stranger. - no -
7. kissed a stranger. - no -
8. rode in a car with a stranger . - no -
9. been harassed . - yes -
10. been verbally harassed . - yes -
TOTAL so far: 37

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online. - yes -
2. stayed online for 5 hours straight. - yes -
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. - yes -
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight. - yes -
5. been to a fair. - yes -
6. been called a bad influence. - yes -
7. drank and driven. - no -
8. prank-called someone. - yes -
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. - yes -
10. cheated on a test. - yes -
TOTAL so far: 46

Grand Total: 46

If you have less than 10, write “I’m a goody-goody”
If you have more than 10, write “I’m still a goody goody”
If you have more than 20, write “I’m average”
If you have more than 30, write “I’m a bad kid”
If you have more than 40, write “I’m a very bad influence”
If you have more than 50, write “I’m a horrible person”
If you have more than 60, write “I should be in jail”
If you have more than 70, write “I should be dead

p.s ; told ya , i'm not a good girl -.-

Saturday

foxandthewolf .

dear you , kau tau tk kau ni mcm gay ? kau sdar tk ? heyyyy malu aku nk ckp kt org spe kau . pfft . igt kau upload gmbr tu smua kau hott lahh ? so ble jmpe aku boleh tnjuk kau hotstuff lahh ? ehh pigidahh . nk buat mke kerek je ? kau ada ipod , aku dah tkde , kne kcoh lah ? nk tyang kt aku ? nk nganjeng ? blahh aku sket pn tk herann . ahhh mkin mnympah aku tgk kau tau ? lau kau ada awek , and kau rse awek kau tu LAWA sgt , smpan jelah dlam enset kau tu , tk pyah nk tyg nk tnjk tnjk . aku tknk tgk pn . sbuk ckp kt aku , awek kau lawa apehal ? nk ckp aku hodoh ? mcm tu ? lau aku hodoh pn ade mslah ngan kau ke ? yahhh kau pndai , dpat pg skolah pndai . so ? ade aku kesah ? emm kau byk pg mlncong ngan kwn kau , then ? WAJIB ke tnjuk aku semua gmbr tu ? hahhh tgkp gmbr ngan prmpuan , upload , tgkp gmbr pkai kot smuaa tu , upload . sbaik kau tk tag . kau tag mmg aku carut jelah kn . emmm , knp bila aku pkai kmja , kau nmpk , kau perli aku ? apa ? aku tk boleh pkai ke ? dah tu , kau pkai kmeja mcm prmpuan pnye taste ape kejadahnyaa ? bju tkdelah lawa mne . nk jgak kepohh . eiiiiii sbar jelah akuu . oh yeahhh , bru aku prasan , loghat kau mne ? hlang dah yaa ? malu nk ckp ke ? alahhh chill lah , buat ape nk malu ? ptutnya bgge , kusut . sumpah aku tk suka tgk kau , sbb tu aku tk ckp dgn kau dohh -.- tk pham ke haa ? isyarat plg baek tu , aku tk pndg kau pn . akk kau pn . sme jgak . memilih . yelah korang kn HOTSTUFF , nk buat mcm mne . mne lyak geng dgn aku . aku kn bdak comot jeeeee . okayy , boleh tk lpas ni , lau kau jmpe aku , tk pyah lah sbuk sbuk crita psal kau , sbb I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOUR LIFE , GET YOUR ASS OFF MY FACE ! ckp jgak dgn sekutu kau tu yaa , lau dpan nk buat baik , blakang nk trcabut mulut ktuk psal aku ngan family aku , tk pyahlah . aku tk pnah trfkir pn psal korang hahhhh korang bkan spe spe pn , okayy ? igt aku heran sgt ke korang buat taik ni ? helooo ini alya lahhh , aku bkan mcm org lain .

p.s ; i'm not a good girl like you think . i am who i am . i'm not anyone else and i don't want to be somebody else . i really don't like FAKE ASS people . if you're wondering why i didn't talk when you're around , it is because you are so annoying . i'll always avoid jerks . please , hate me because i already did it to you . deal with it .

sayitlouder .

sy slalu ,
ada bila adanya dye .
pndg dye .
dduk lme lme dkat dye .
tggu dye .
snyum tgk dye .
malu bila dilihat oleh dye .
suka dye .

kwn sy kta ,
alya , dye ada kt sni .
alya , dye slalu pndg awklah .
alya , dye pn nk dduk lme mcm kita jgak ke ?
alya , dye tggu awk kot .
alya , dye snyum tgk awk lahh .
alya , dye malu bila awk tgk dyelah , dye nmpk sexy .
alya , dye suka awk tu .

sy kta ,
korang ni , MCM MNE MUKA AKU ?
korang ni , biar btol .
korang ni , dye ada hal kot .
korang ni , yelah tu nk tpu sy kn .
korang ni , sriyeslah wehh .
korang ni , mustahil lahh .
korang ni , ade ade je .

sy tau awk akn kta ,
knp dye slalu ada ? semakk .
knp dye slalu pndg sy ? rimas .
knp dye tk blah lg ? tk selesa .
knp dye ni slalu buat lwak bdoh ? klakar gila .
knp dye mcm tu ? malu sy tgk dye .
knp dye mcm igt sy suka dye ke ? eeyyuu tlglah .

sy nk tnya awk ,
awk tau sbb apa sy slalu ada ?
awk tau sbb apa sy slalu pndg ?
awk tau sbb apa sy dduk lme lme ?
awk tau sbb apa sy slalu snyum tgk awk ?
awk tau sbb apa sy malu bila awk tgk sy ?
awk tau sbb apa sy suka awk ?

sy akn tlg awk jwb ,
sbb awk slalu ada .
sbb awk mnarik .
sbb awk pn dduk situ lme lme .
sbb awk snyum , sexy .
sbb awk pndg sy .
sbb awk btul btul buat sy jtuh cnta .

kwn awk akn kta ,
minah ni , biar betul ?
minah ni , sumpah tk malu .
minah ni , apehal haa ?
minah ni , gila ke ape ?

awk akn jwb ,
dye sihat je .
dye okay je .
dye cool je .
dye wras je .

sy akn tnya awk ,
knp awk ckp mcm tu ?

awk pn akn jwb ,
sy slalu dtg sni sbb sy tau awk slalu ada kt sni .
sy slalu pndg awk sbb wjah awk tngkn sy .
sy dduk lme lme kt sni sbb sy tggu awk .
sy snyum tgk awk sbb sy gmbira bila awk tgk sy .
sy malu bila awk tgk sy sbb sy tknk awk nmpk sy snyum .
sy sukakn awk sbb awk buat sy sntiasa ignkn awk .
dan sy ckp mcm tu sbb sy tk suka org mmprkcilkan awk .

OHH MY GOD , THIS IS SUCH A FAIRYTALE ! BERANGAN JE LBIH . tapi , , , ,
SAYA MEMANG SUKAKAN AWAK !