idon'tgiveashit .

alahh , smlam lepak lpak kt tsik , dduk kt mnara rmai rmai . tbe tbe weeeee ada ZZZ -.- kt seberang . i nmpk dlu sbb i knal topi dyee . diorg ni pg jerit plak nme mmat tu dammmn . tk lme lpas tu , dye blah dr situ . igt blah trus . skali dye naik ats kt mnara tu , ehhhhhhh sdap je . lpas my baby boo dtg kn , igt nk sruh dye naik tp dah ZZZ tu ada , tk jd . emm . mse nk trun tu , dye ckp , ' alya smbong mcm kuda ' hahahahaha ape ayt tah , i pn slamber jwb , 'awklah smbong ' . pstu trun dgn lju . tgh tgh jlan , jmpe bie ((:

kt library , tbe tbe adk ain mncul . nora kte ade org mntk no aku . tnye ain rpenye si TUTTT . shit lah . nk mnde lg . tk pham aku |:

jmpe bie ehemm pkai bju htam . ensem . sbb dye dtg lmbt , so sy dah msuk air dgn kwn kwn . mse dgn dye , pnyelah cntrol je , tp trlpas jgakkk . dahlah PERVERT , eyyuu . PERAGUT , PENCURI . hahhhh smua dye ((: sorrylah lau prangai koi tk semegah mne , tk sehebat mne , tk seayu mne . itulah dri koi yg sbnarnyaaa . btw , tk pham knp awk jeles ??

hah smua psal laki . tkde pn prmpuan . sbb lau crite yg prmpuan ni smpai sdah tk settle . BABA , kau hutang aku sejarah ! kte nk ajr smlam , tipuuuuu !

p.s ; our memories never fade away , it will be here , in my mind , forever .

whenilookatyou .

Syed Fuad Syed Putra ,
If the road ahead is not so easy ,
Our love will lead the way for us ,
Like a guiding star ,
I'll be there for you if you should need me ,
You don't have to change a thing ,
I love you just the way you are ,
So come with me and share the view ,
I'll help you see forever too ,
Hold me now , touch me now ,
I don't want to live without you ,
I love you and i will always do .

p.s ; bie , this is for you . i know it wasn't so beautiful but i kind of like it . i try to tell you that , even the words can't tell how much i love you . you're the only one i want fullstop

iamanerdandweirdo .

1. This survey gets a little personal can you handle it? yeah why not (:
2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be? still Zawawi but i think i will be Mrs.Fuad (:
3. Were you happy when you woke up today? not really
4. Have you talked to a complete jerk today? not yet
5. What’s a fact about the last person who texted you? he was so amazing and i love him
6. Want someone back in your life? no ?
7. What are you excited for? hang out with him
8. What were you doing yesterday? reading book

9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you? Syed Fuad
10. What’s the last thing you put in your mouth? i can't remember
11. Are you scared to fall in love? yes .
12. Do you think teenagers can be in love? yeah why not ?
13. Last person you wanted to punch in the face? my little sister
14. What time is it right this second? 9.35 pm
15. Is it easy to make you cry? yesssssssss
16. Do you find it hard to trust others? yesss double double yesss
17. Do you care too much/not at all/just enough? simple enough (:
18. How fast does your mood change? as fast as i can .
19. Do you tell people your ok when your really not? no D:
20. Is there someone you wish you could fix things with? absolutely
21. Have you ever worn the opposite sex’s clothing? err ?
22. When is your next road trip? i don't know
23. Do you have someone of the opposite gender you can tell everything to? emmmm ? kim ?
24. What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed? kill me !
25. Is your hair curly or straight? straight
26. What are you doing tomorrow? eat

27. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having? i'm bored cause i had nothing to do
28. Have you ever in any way, been betrayed by someone you trust? yes ):
29. How late did you stay up last night and why? i don't know but i do remember the night i didn't sleep at all because i'm busy texting my love (:
30. Are you picky about who you give your number to? yes , because i really don't like stranger -.-
31. What do you prefer: Pizza Hut or Domino’s? both , but i seldom eat those crap so both is okay (:
32. Have you ever gotten a teddy bear from a girlfriend/boyfriend? yes , a long time ago and she was missing . i want a new one ^^ bieeee ? can i ?
33. Would you rather go to Greece or Hawaii? hawaii ?
34. What is wrong with you right now? i miss him too much much much and i'm stressed because of the fucking exam .
35. Who is the last person that made you laugh? my shed , my baba , my bunbun and my jangjang ( my girlfriends )
36. Are you going through any pain at the moment? nope ,

37. What did you do this night? answer these weird question .
38. What are you doing tonight? study and have a conversation with him perhaps .
39. Who was the last person to look at you like you were crazy? the girl with a spectacles in my class , weirdo ?
40. Do you hate the last guy/girl you had a thing with? wtf ?
41. Who was the last person you cried in front of ? my baby brother , nazrien ( oh my , now i realize how much i miss him )
42. Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize? yeah , kind of
43. Do you think that you’re a good person? no , imma very bad bad bad bitch (:
44. Have you held hands with anyone today? not today :D
45. Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced? yes , every moment but i don't think that my parents let me do it .
46. Have a best friend? yes , dummy .
47. Have you had 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time? yes . before i met him (: now , he's all i want .
48. Do you have any plans for the weekend? no ):
49. For the rest of the week? maybe
50. Are you in a good mood right now? i don't know
51. Are you on medication for anything? yes and i hate to eat them .
52. What made you upset today? Physics .
53. Have you ever liked someone older than you? all my boyfie are older than me except one ( the most i regret to be with )
54. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it? as long as we're happy and enjoy the moment together ?
55. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months? yes , i want it to be years baby :D
56. Do you have any scars? yeah , big one D:
57. Have you ever donated blood? nope , because i am a vampire
58. Do you eat breakfast daily? no , i don't eat breakfast . don't ever ask me why , i just don't , okay .
59. Have you ever been to SeaWorld? we have it here ?? in malaysia ? i never heard ? blaaahh loser .
60. What’s your favorite animal? tiger , aummmm (:
61. Do you enjoy watching football? yeah but only from the tv , for real i love futsal (:
62. Are you afraid of the dark? no (: i love it
63. Do you sleep with your door closed or open? closed .
64. Do you like hugs? yes but only from people i really love .
65. Could you go out in public looking like you do now? noooooo !
66. Does seeing old couples in love make you mad? not at all , i like to see them , sometimes .
67. Are you tired? always and sick of all this .
68. Are you okay with embarrassment? yesss , hahaha :D
69. Are you waiting for something? no ?
70. Do you ignore people when you’re mad/ upset? yess , i will not talk to them .
71. Do you get stressed out easily? yes especially when exam is just around the corner .
72. Can you hula hoop? you can call me loser cause i don't understand what is hula hoop , it is a friend of jump ?
74. Is it easier to forgive or forget? easy to forgive but hard to forget .
75. Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other? i don't see any problems about that .

p.s ; you can do like i do (: this is what i call when-i-get-bored-quiz .

coffeeandcigarette .

erhh lme gila tk update blog . wa busy lah beb busyyy ! uh myy , i am superb . study study -.- tp asyk lah buat addmth tk sdah sdah , addict . yg lain pndg je , mlas wooo especially sej , eeeyyy tk sukaa .

first , sy tk rndu awk ya cik adk , awk dah tkde dlm kmus hdup sy , TIDAK ADA ! hahahahahahaha ( gelak angkuh ) aku mmg jhat , kau pn tau kn ? lau iktkn sy tkkn maafkn awk . em ? sy ni kras kpala , jgn harap sy nk heran . walawehhhhh grang nyaa rawrrrrr tkut tk tkut tk ? tkut lahh . heh , sy tk ksah lah awk tk suka sy , sbb sy dah tk suka awk sgt punnn . sy tk ksah sy tk ksah sy tk ksah . eh knp sy tlis psal awk ni ? semakk jelah . buang msa taip . tkpe ni last kot .

well , i'm having fun with my girlfriends lately (: buat lwak bodoh ktwa mcm apa je . see ? we don't have any problems with you guys , motherfucker . tk heran pn lu org tknk kwn ktorg buuuuuu . hahahahaha sy gila yay yay yay gilaaaa . brgurau tnpa btsan , yeahh smua org ckp , sy bkan gadis yg sopan . wtf ? do i care ? no lahh , i jd dri i sndri , knp nk pura pura ? point ? tkde kn ? i mgkn annoyed smtimes tp itu normal . i mnusia jgak , mcm you all . hahh moody sket .

em , tk tau nk tulis ape dah . oh my Gucci ! spm dah nk dkat . ni last post sblum spm habis ( btol ke ayt aku ni ? ) sumpah aku rsa bosan gila lately , stress . tkpe , i'm better bila tgh syed ali ahhhhhhhh i loveeee himmmm . muahhhhhhh . aku ni mmg obses dgn kturunan syed kot -.- dammmmmnnn .

hahhh bdak bdak skolah rndah sbuk nk buat reunion , dammn dlm rmai rmai tu aku je yg tk brtdung haha aku mmg rockers . cool jelah , tk heran kot . rndu diorg . kt fb pn gdoh sje , agknya mse jmpe tu mcm mna lah eh . tk tau lah , ggar tmpat tu nnti . eh tk sbarrr .

SYED FUAD SYED PUTRA , my heart beats for only you .

benten.

TEN ARE YOU’S

1. Are you single - No .
2. Are you happy - Yeah err sometimes ? Depends .
3. Are you bored - Right now ? Yeahhh that's why i do this crap .
4. Are you naked - Yes i am, under my clothes :P
5. Are you a blonde - nope , i wish i am .
6. Are you moody - Not now (:
7. Are you a lover/hater - Both , i think emm
8. Are you hot/cold - I would love to be both , can i ?
9. Are you Irish - No .
10. Are you Asian - Yes , no doubt -.-

TEN FACTS
1. Name – NAFMZ (:
2. Nickname – Alya
3. Any birth marks - My mom said i had birth mark on my knee but now , last time i check , there was nothing on my knee .
4. Hair color – black ,
5. Natural hair color - black again , never change the original one .
6. Eye color - Brown or black err i don't know .
7. Height - errr secret syhhhhh
8. Mood - i think imma happy go lucky ? hahhh but i do love to smileeee .
9. Favorite colour - Black , White , Red , Brown and Green (:
10. One Place You Want to Visit - Canada ! omg , i don't know why i love it so much . don't ask .

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Do you believe in love at first sight - Maybe .
2. Do you believe in soul mates - Yess , i want to have one . wait , i think i have one right now (:
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - yeah , too many times . i hate it .
5. Have you ever broke someone’s heart? - i want to answer no but the truth is yes .
6. Ever had your heart broken? - it was a lie if i said no -.-
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? - yeah , i keep the secret for years . he's my brother's friend and i don't think i still like him .
8. Are you afraid of commitment? - Nope .
9. Who was the last person you hugged? - emmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm .
10. Who was the last person you said I love you too? - my boyfriend lahh ,

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - Love
3. Cats or dogs - Cats ( addicted )
4. A few best friends or many regular friends - A few best friends but I do have a lot of regular friends as well .
5. Television or internet - Internet , welcome to reality !
6. Chinese Or Indian - aummmmmmmm Chinese .
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Romantic , uhhh my , i don't believe i said that .
8. Money or Happiness - Happiness ! and money (:
9. Night or day - Night .
10. Msn or phone - Phone ?

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - Nope .
2. Been skinny dipping - No .
3. Bungee jumped - No again .
4. Finished an entire jaw breaker -Yes ? hahaha horror !
5. Lied to someone you liked - emmm have i ? i think . em i think a lot to answer all the questions right ? ah weirdo .
6. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - yes , before i met him , thanks hunn , you've changed everything .
8. Cried yourself to sleep? - yes ,
9. Cried because you lost a pet - emm not yet ?
10. Wanted to disappear - hahaha always .

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - eyes (:
2. Light or dark hair - dark
3. Hugs or kisses - both .
4. Shorter or taller – taller cause i am short .
5. Intelligence or attraction - both , thank you .
6. Romantic or spontaneous - both
7. Funny or serious - funny of course , serious is awkward .
8. Older or Younger - older , younger is eeeyyuu .
9. Outgoing or quiet - outgoing
10. Sweet or Bad Ass – not too sweet and not too bad .

TEN HAVE YOU’S
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - when i was a kid , yes .
2. Ever done drugs - no and never .
3. Ever consumed alcohol - fucking no !
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - eeeyuuu nope !
6. Ever Been on a dance team - no no no no and no .
7. Ever been on a sports team - before this , yes .
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - yes , i regret it .
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley?- no , i wish i owned a BMW .
10. Ever been in a rap video? - hehh no -.- i want to be in BMTH video , like CHELSEA SMILE ? cool !

TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - Boyfie , Fuad .
2. Last person you hung out with - Shed , Ain , Watie , Elya and Pjan ?
4. Last time you worked - i don't remember .
5. Last person you tackled - My sister .
6. Last person you IM’d - emmm , i don't remember , too many ? wait , i think Kim and Ayin .
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Sisters .
9. Last thing you missed - My one and only brother (:
10. Last thing you ate - biscuits .

LAST PERSON TO
1. Sleep beside you? - sister .
2. See you cry? -my friends (:
3. You went out to dinner with? - my family ?
5. You talked on the phone to? - always be my bf (:
7. Made you laugh? - everyone !

p.s ; i'm losing my fucking mind , dude .

hatersmakemefamous .

first of all nk bgtau , i like dye pnya ksut ( gmbar ) .

mcm mcm brlaku arini . hahahahaha sengal tah ape ape , byk glak je . tah ape nk jd ni , ckgu ckp jgn byk glak nnti ilmu kluar haaaaaa ptutlah sy ni tk pndai pndai . kte tgk ape yg brlaku

shed tkde , skolah bosan . yelahh dye tu geng ngan wa lahh byk ckp . dye tkde wa nk ckp dgn spe mehh ? ain ? heeh mkcik tu tdo je keje . watie ? ehh mnah novel tu , lau dah ada novel snyi spi lah , lau tkde bru boleh ajk borak . elya ? dua kali limaaaa . yg lain tu em wa tk mnat lah nk borak ngan lu . bosan -.- shed pg prpustakaan sbb ade program -.- knp kau pg , knp knp knp ? eishh dah sorang sorang

tk tau nk borak dgn spe . kcau moniesha , perang perang . haha sy mmg ske kcau dye ni . pngawas yg hnya pda bju shja . cett baik tk yah jd pngawas . pembuli . dr pg , bku rjukan chemist ats meja , selak lah sket sket , tah ape dpat tah . skumpulan plajar lelaki kt sblah borak psal bolaa . amboihh syoknya abg abg skalian . smgat skali critaaa . tah ape ape tah .

kne pkul dgn pali , kne buli dgn pjan . mgkuk 2 ekor ni , lau tk kcau sehari tk sahh . pali pkul sy pkai pmbaris pnjg . mle mle tk sket , mkin mkin lme mkin sket lah sbb dye KUAT kn lg ayunan dye . tk guna pali . pjan plak , blek dr lab , dye bru prasan pncil box dye hlang . melilau cr . haaaa tau pn bak kta pornstar , ' pjan , Allah nk tnjuk skjap je skang ' . ape mksd nyee ? truskn mmbaca . ehh tk cte lg pjan buli ape kn ? dye igt sy yg curi bkas pnsil dye . mke suci ni mne buat keje jhat tu . dye ckik sy pstu buat ala ala nk tmbak kt kpale dr blakang . bpak kuat nye , senget senget tdung waaa . bullshit . tau tau imran yg amek , pstu buat tk tau plak . kau sje je kn pjan , cr psal .

watie histeria . mse naik tgge , pjan trik tudung dye . hahahaha mnjerit bpak kuatnyaa mcm org kne rsuk . wa ngan elya kt blakang dah buat mke cuak pstu glak . sbb lwak kn . kau ni watie , smpat lg buat lwak . lain kali jgn lalu dkat pjan tu , kn dah kenaaa . bestt ? hehe (: sbb tu lah dye kte kt pjan tuhan nk tnjuk skjp je -.-

pmbaris ptah . tgh main bengkok bengkok pmbaris pnjg yg lmbik tu kn kn kn , tbe tbe pmbaris tu ptah . ahh alang alang , ptah kn byk byk . pornstar tu sbuk nk ikt . eee tk malu buuuu . buat mke slamber pg mrah moniesha , ' moniesha , awk lah ni , tgk . sy pnye mrah kt awk . tu yg smpai ptah pmbaris sy ni , awk mmg gila lah . ' :D

tido . haha knon knon msj bie nk mndi , pdhal tgh sdap lyan edward main piano trus trlelap . hahaha dah bgn tu bru bgtau dye ^^ slamber je ((: mmg aku ske abeskn mse atas ktil . tdo , dga lgu , bca bku , buat nota , smua lah ats ktil . sbb tu ktil wa tk pnah kmas errrr alamak TERmengaku plak .

sbuk usha gmbr cam gigandet . dah lme ske dye , tp tk tau nme dye ape hahaha loserrr buu . along bgtau td . trus ushaaa . ape igt aku gtal sgt ke asyk usha dye haa ? nk plak gmbr dye tk pkai bju aummmm :D haha smbil smbil tu aku busy dwnload soalan addmth ngeri lain , ckgu nizam nk . tkpe , demi rakan rakan . tipuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !

berubah . yess , sy dpat rsekn sy dah jd org lain . tkpe tkpe , sy cbe cr dri sy prlahan lahan (: jgn rsau syg , esk awk akn jmpe sy , the real one . eittt esk nk jmpe heartbeat uuyehh uuyehhh excited . sukanya bila dia ceria . knp aku rse aku mcm bakal msuk air haa esk ? tlg lah jgn tlg lahhh , tk mau tk mau . malu lah i nnti -.-

berita dan bujang lapok . haaa tgk sronok lyan bjg lpok , tbe tbe ma pggl sruh tgk brita . accident . myvi rmuk truk . spe tgk brita tau lah , mlas nk story :D emm tgh khusyuk tgk brita , akk pggl plak sbb bjg lapok part bestt , brlari lah ke sne . pstu nk tau lg psal brita , lari kt ma blek . heeh pnat tau .

dah tk tau nk crita apa , bye . SFSP , i miss you (:

p.s ; your words don't mean shit to me , newbie .

connectthedot .

aumm tk tau nk tulis ape . first nk ckp psal si penabur fitnah , sy tk hasut kwn awk tu . sy mgkin sosial tp sy tk pnah hsut org spya JADI MACAM SAYA . heh . tgk kakak lah . kakak sy pkai tdung , kakak dye adee ? tkde mehh -.- diam diam sdahlah , tk tau pgkal crita tk pyah mnyibukkn bntot okay ? semakk tk muat . eyyppp ckp lg ccuk hdung . syhhhh sy tk ggu awk and sy tk ckp dah psal awk , jd sy rs tk prlulah hal sy crita sy di hebohkn kpd yg lain yaaa . awk bukan wrtwn .

crita lainnnn , hahh ade org tgur sy , blog sy smkin jwg . iyaa ? hahahahahahahaha sy pnye ske lah -.- bila tk tau nk tlis ape , tlis lah psal bie (: smlm sy ltak lgu lain arini lgu lain knp ya ? sbb sy bru prasan lgu smlm tu tk hbes hahaha bodohh . pornstar , sy tru awk ltak lgu ^^emmmm , sy nk buat pngakuan ni , sy sgt ske bdan lelaki , sgt sgt okay . bkan yg skeping tu eishh tk bestt yg brisi skit skit tuhh aumm nyummmyyy :D plek tp benarrr . sy gramm . tp sumpah sy sukaaaaa aaaahhhhhh sy gilaaaa . sy dan kakak sy mmpnyai prangai yg srupaa . pntg nmpk mmat bdan bestt msti srupppp meleleh hahaha lucah tk lucahh kn . tk baik tau alya , jgn ajr org mnde mnde mcm ni , tk elok .

emm nk crita apa lg eh . td trmnung dlm klas , trfkir sjenakk . mcm mnelah aku nk truskn khdupn aku tnpa bdak bdak nie . eceh aytt tk bleh blahh . snyilah hdup aku nnti . msti rndukn imran yg ske buat mke slamber dan lwak bngok dye tu . mcm pjan jgak , yg tk pnah reti ttup mlut . pali , yg tk pnah brhnti mngusik . em 3 ni jelah plg rndu kot nnti . smggu cuti pn dah rndu ((: bdak prmpuan tk heran sgt sbb bosan lah nk fkir . stkat geng 1 kpala tu boleh sgt lah ajk kua sme . hahaaa ape karut sorang ni , tkde org nk lyan kau lah .

td dah lah kna gastrik . kt skolah . mcm nk mnges guling guling pn ade . tp tk tau lah knp tbah sgt . tknk blek rmah . kebal je tggu smpai pkul 3 . dammn it sakit GILA kot . nk bgun pn trbongkok bongkok . tah ape ape . tp still boleh bsing . tkde bsing mcm org tu . sbb dah nk exm ni , mlas nk briyaa . konon tpu je lbih ni . lme tk brcerita . skali skala sronok jgaaa :D

adk , rnduuuu ! sgt sgt sgt . nk jmpeee . adk lau jmpe org msti mcm mlas je nk ckp kn . kcik ati . tp mmg rndu lah . sgt sgt . nnti lpak sme tau . tk nk ade mamat mamat skeping tu smuaa . tk bestt ^^ knp adk tggi ? knp sy pndek ? knp adk ensem ? knp sy hduh ? knp adk prfect ? knp sy cacat ? knp knp knp ? awk kn adk sy ? adk jga sy , tp sy tk jga adk sgt pn . mse sy sdih , adk slalu ada . mse sy gmbira , adk ada jga . sy syg adk , sgt sgt . sy tk tau mcm mne sy nk hdup tnpa adk . adk baik , smua ttg adk sy ske kcuali 1 , adk trlalu brahsia trmsuk psal gf . heyy budakk , bgtaulah . ssah tau nk gossip -.-

last but not least , msti kne crita psal heartbeat . rsau knp dye tk txt . i know dye busy , tp still rse tk bestt tk txt . org rndu dye , dye buat tk endah je . blek blek aku msj si pnjg tu . mngadu lah smua mnde . nme je dduk asrama pnuh tp prangai ya rabbi truk nk mmpus . eh ni crita org lain ni hehehehe . kdg kdg kn rse nk pg je kt mne bie ade tp tk boleh , trikat dgn skolah . ahh taun dpat free sbntar boleh lah kot . tp adakah aku mndpat keizinannyaa ? bolehkah sy pg brjmpe kamu ? hahhhh ari ari sy anta txt jwg kt awk . tah awk bce tk . msti awk kte sy gila kn . sy mmg mcm tu wekkk . sy syg awk . sy errr , i love you so much . stlah lme mnanti , dpt jga miliki awk . awk jual mhal , mnyampah . org yg plg sy nk jmpe ialah awk dan akn slama lamanya awk (: sy gmbra dpat jmpe awk . tp kte slalu gdoh kn ? alah gdoh mnje . bila gdoh bsar tu , sy tau slah spe . bie , igt tk bila i ckp i ske snakebites tuu ? haa inilah snakebitess , tadaaa

dahh tk tau nk tulis ape dah , lgpn dah pnjg sgt nie . okay , BERHENTI ! zap zap .

p.s ; no matter what happen , you will always be the first in my heart . i believe we were meant to be together . you will always be my hero and i love you , syed fuad bin syed putra .

i'minlove .

knp tbe tbe rse nk tlis psal loveeeee ? ergghh tk tau lah bdak tu still jd stalker or what but sy rse sy dah block dye . lau bc jgak tk tau lah . sy tk kaji psal dye , dye sbuk nk kji psal sy . lntak lah sy tk heran -.- hahahaha tbe gelak . sy nk exm tp msih brmain main dgn blog jga fb jga dot dot dot . haha sbnarnya sy nk post gmbr ni .

sy ske gmbr ni emmm tklah lwa sgt kn . sy yg hodoh dye perfect je (: tp sblum tu sy gdoh dgn dye , ni pn bru nk okay -.- haaaaaaa sy nk tgkp byk lg gmbr dgn awk boleh ? dah nk blek bru nk ckp kn kn kn ? mse ni dah pkul 7 kn . sbb tu kte nmpk htam hahahahahaha tknk mngaku sy htam tk nk tk nk . POYOO !

p.s ; when i said i will never let you go , you have to know how much i mean it , heartbeat .

myheartbeatsforyou .

aritu pg krnival , siang lah . mlam tu tkyah crita lain kali . jlan dgn ain and nora , nmpk kmal ngan faisal ( pdhal dtg sme sme ) diorg tgh khusyuk tgk smethng . uuyehh , pglah usha skali . rpenye ade brother tu buat err tk tau nmenye ape tp dye hias psir dlam btol . mse tu tringat dkt heartbeat so sruh brother tu buatt -.- hahh sy trsgtlah skenye mnde tu smpai tk nk bg kt fuad hahaha bodoh . ari yg sme jgak , we had a little fight . rndu tu rndu tp skit hati tu lg tggi , uh whateverr .

inilah dye (: i really love it .

p.s ; it is more than the truth , robot -.-

thisistoomuch .

am i too emotional lately ? maybe ? emm no , absolutely yes . but why ? i don't know -.-

i wish that you tell me the truth . can you ? it is because i'll believe your lies forever . i'm sick and tired of it . pretend to be okay is not okay . don't ask why because i don't have the answer . i want you to know that :
everything you do will make me smile but sometimes it freaking me out and make me scared .
every word you said make me feel more better but sometimes it is hard for me to believe it .
every time you say you love me and really mean it , i think you are mine but i can't feel your love sometimes .
i got nothing to say .

why you always tell me a story about other girls ? i told you i hate to hear about it and i don't want to . i do feel jealous . did you know sometimes it hurts me ? no , you don't . ahhhhh i really don't want to talk about this anymore . imma human too , i have feelings like you . try to think about it . i'm not your toy . please be aware of my status on fb and my words in this damn blog . you will know me better -.-

p.s ; i try to be cool but actually i am a fool , believer .