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korang korang korang , maafkn sy yeee , sy bkannya ske ske je nk halau awk smua , tp awk smua dtg mse sy tgh sbuk sgt sgt DAN rmai tetamu . sy tau sy slah . alah chill lah okayy , dtg rmai rmai lg , pstu bwk sy pg ry okay kwn ? hahhh jgn mrajok lg .

eiiii bosannyeeeee , tk tau nk buat ape lahh , damn itttt !

p.s ; i got that damn answer , weirdo !

herecomesthehappymoment .

selamat hari raya people (: yahh tau gmbar tkde kaitan dgn raya but i wish i have a room full with shoes . thats what i call shoes heaven ^^ okayy ry ni tk tau lah meriah tk . friends smua busy ngan trial tp diorg ckp , ry ry lah enjoy abes abesan sbb nxt year tah kemne lah ktorg ni kn . tkpe lah enjoy okayy :D maaf zahir dan batin

p.s ; people said we should forgive others during 'raya' . em ? i am speechless .

strangersbyday .

spe tk happy lau 1 family ade kt rumahh ? sy pn happy . yg plek nye , my brother lah , dye ade kt umah ke tkde ke sme jee , spnjg ari dduk dlam blik main laptop . ape jadahnye blek . dye tk happy ke ? bongok lahh , kdg kdg je kua tgk tv . bengang . tp bile dye tkde rndu plak hahahaha mngade tk . tp bile smpai mse dye kne blik UM smula , msti dye bebel , ' tknk blek tknk blek' . sy rse sye tau sbb ape dye dduk dlam blik je , maybe sbb ktorg kot . bile dye dduk je kt krusi kt ruang tamu , ktorg ( yg prmpuan ni ) dduk keliling dye , kcau kcau :P nk buat cmne rndu walaawehhhh .

raya is coming uuuyehh . sy akn pkai something yg org lain tk jgke sy akn pkai (: sy tk pnah pkai heels seumur hdup sy err pnah lah kot pkai skali dua tu pn sje test . jd rya ni sy pkai lah . ma sy kte , ' awk tu dah 17 buatlah gye 17 sket , rya kali ni je . lpas rya awk nk buat ape buatlahh ' . tinggg ape mksudnye ituu ? rpenye dye sruh wa pkai heels yg mmg tggi nk mmpus tu ( tkdelah heels sgt pn ) dgn handbag ape smuaa . dye dah beli dah smuaaa tggl nk pkai je tauu . eishh jgn sruh sy pkai makeup sdahh mmg sy mnjerit jerit pg rya nnti .

tk nmpk sgt tggi dye kn ? so , tgk bwh

i compare it with my converse (: blahh imma loser

p.s ; i'm scared because there's only one of you , captain .

partylikearockstar.

you might be more prettier and smarter than me and have friends more than me . and you might hang out with hotter guys than me , and get fucked up more . have more clothes and money than me , and not give a fuck about school , unlike me . you might be carefree , unlike me . but one day , you're going to wish you stayed true to who you were , like me . because you'll have nothing , except memories of fake ass friends who you don't even talk to anymore . SO don't talk shit about me and my lifestyle , because one day , you're going to wish it was YOURS .

p.s ; use your brain , cupcake .

thesesecretswillkillus.

i hate myself and i hate everybody . i don't want to play your stupid game anymore , sexy . let me feel alive again .

closeyoureyes .

auww , bile tgk gmbr ni msti snyum sorang , how cute they are , right ? wtf ? ske ati aku lah nk post ape sbuk lah lu :D mlas nk tulis mcm dlu , change ! tetettenetenet .

strangers .

i don't give you a shit , asshole .

retrovstechno .

ahhhhhhhhhhh . cehh start start dah mrapu tett . tk tau lah nk ckp psal ape . sy sgt mlas mngupdate blog tau ? well , i miss to hangout with my monkeys . oh ya skang kn puasa , diorg tk abes abes ajk pg psar rmdhan . wlaupn dkat tp sy trsgtlah mlas . sorry , i promise i'll go with you guys one day (: hahahaha

ari tu bkak album lme lme with my sisters and mum . my dad tkde so tk dpat join . my twin pn tk blek rmah ( wtf , aku ade twin ) tgk tgk , perghhh smua comel comel je mse kcik , grammmm . tringat jnji ngan watiey nk msuk gmbr mse kcik kt fb , nk scan 1 gmbr . last last jd byk plak kn . ma lah ni ckp ' adk , scan gmbr nie , tk comel ke ? ' hahhh . long plak ' adk , yg ni yg ni , scan je smuaa ' . hehh . gmbr abg lah comel je , jmbu lg . dah bsar , macho tu tk tau lah ade tk . dye mrah kot , ckp malu (: whtever i don't care brother , mmg niat nk malukn kau pn :D

haaa korang msti wondering kn spe twin aku , eyyy prsannye tah tah korang tk ingin pn nk tau kn ? tkpelahh sy tk bgtau okaayy . hehehe

bullshit , ckp bsar sje , nk ni lah nk tu lah , wa tgk tkde ape ape pn ? tkut ke babe ? bkan nk ckp bsar , tp wa mmg tk ske org yg ckp kemain hbat , buat tk pn . wa tgk lu nk pndg wa pn tk brape nk pndg . knp ? bkan lu kte nk blasah wa ke dlu ? ye , mk bpak wa tau psal tu , sbb wa ngan family wa kmceng , mcm mmbr mmbr gtu . wa tk malu ckp kt mk wa psal laki , mslah ape smua tu . mk wa ni kwn baik tau ? wa ngan adk bradik wa share smua crite ngan mk waa tkde 1 pn tggl . lu ade ? hehh untuk stalkers lu tu , wehh jd lah stalker lg babi . baik jd wrtawan je trus . sbuk sgt nk jge tpi kain org , kain kau yg koyak rbak tu tk reti nk jge . sbuk je nk jd semakk . bai , aku tk kcau idup kau tk pyah lah kcau hdup aku kimakk .

sbar alya sbarr . rmai supporters kau kt blakang ni . tkde kwn pn , fmly ade . sbarr . tk gune mrah mrah maki hamun ni smuaa , buang mse . baik diam je . tp diam tk brmkne mngalah . diorg ni bkan reti bhsa pn . trus mnegakkn keadilan dan kebenaran . jgn ptus asa . dga kte rkan rkan yg sntiasa ada tu , buat tk reti je dgn org gile tu . dye kte kau tkde kwn , prove kt dye yg itu tk bnar . sbarlah alya . ade hkmah di sbalik ini . org yg bnar psti akn mnang . ( ecehh wa dah gile yayy yayy , actually ni kte kte my own friend sndiri ) thanks . nilah kwn sejati :D

p.s ; judge me and i'll prove you're wrong . tell me what to do and i'll tell you off . say i'm not worth it and watch were i end up . call me a bitch and i'll show you one . fuck me over and i'll do it to you twice as bad . call me crazy and you really have no idea ((:

critical .

backstabber , i never thought you are such a selfish slut . if one day i really can't stand with you , i'll do everything to make your fucking life worse . keep my words . you can do and say whatever you want cause i don't give a shit . you're nothing in my life . i don't ever care about you so stop talking about me bitch . live in your own world okay ? don't be a mess in my world , pathetic .

the monkeys .

jeng jeng jengg milik siapakah gelaran ini ? inilah monyet monyet sy skrang . sy slalu lpak ngan diorg skrang . awk nk tau , ptg smlam sy lpak ngan diorg uppss 2 drpd the monkeys nie iaitu lonjong dan jga tongga . kami brmain gitar brsma sma . mcm bodoh lah jgak kn . siap main golek golek lg kt tman tu , pnyelah tk malu . lntak tman tu kami yg punyaaa .

biaselah buli mmbuli tu .
brgusti dgn lonjong .
he gave me 1 pnumbuk tepat kt tlinge .
adoiiii brdarah maaa .
tongga pndg je . lme tu bru dye respon and pg amek tisu . smpai je drah pn dah kering ( lmbt nk mmpus )
lonjong cuak yay yay yay .

aummmmmm the other 2 monkeys came join us . ( tonggek dan jongang )
tp tk lme sgt dduk kt pdg tu , sbb the monkeys nie ajk brbuka puasa ( diorg puasa ari ni ) .
biasalah bila the monkeys brkumpul , tk boleh diam . kdai tu jd bsing nk mmpus . yelah kdai diorg .
around 8 pm , nk blek niiiii .
brgurau senda dgn tonggek . dye angkt dye pnya siku lahh , perghhh baik punya kne kt tlinge . tmpt td .
dah brdrah blek . trus tonggek usap usap pale . auwwww cuak kau haaaaa .

i think the monkeys ni mcm kwn baik aku lah . they totally cheering me up (: hahahahaha thanks monkeys .

people do change .

i'm hoping and waiting for a long time . what should i do to turn back the time ?
you've change and i miss the old you .
when i said i won't forgive you , it was a lie .
if you mad when i wrote about him ( memories ) i am sorry .
it just a stupid post . i was playing with my own feeling .

tk tau carut ape , tp just menulis smething yg mrepek .

mood ; miserable but pretend to be okay .

mental disorder .

hanging out with those monkeys make me crazy . they can't stop making noise , not even a minute ! i should thanks them for cheering me up , thanks monkeys !

memories .

dear you , happy birthday :D wish you the best .

i still remember everything about us , about you , our bittersweet memories . do you ? tettt why i can't forget all those old memories ? almost 2 years right ? i hate to see you with other girls especially when she is more more prettier than me . err ckp mcm sy ni cntik je awk kn ? awakk , sy rndu awk , sy rndu kte . sy nk awk smula boleh ? sy tau tk boleh sbb awk ade yg lain . it's okay

i just want you to know that you always be the best partner i ever had . i never regret to own you once . i should never let you go x.x she was so lucky to own you . i wish i can say hye to her and beg her not to hurt you like i always do . i love to hear your voices . i love to hold your hands . i love to fight with you . i love your eyes . i love your skinny body . i love your sexy lips auww . whatever lah kn . go on go on go on .

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY (:

you .

i'm not yours and you're not mine . it is hard for me to accept you back after what you've done to me . i tried to take care of you , your feelings and your everything . have you ever do that to me ? no . stop being a selfish . i'm so tired to think about all this . we still can be friend . but you and i will never be like before . i guess . i'm wondering , do you miss me ? do you miss us ? do you miss our memories together ? do you ever think that you might do something wrong ? do you ? i don't think so . i'll find someone to take over your place . i know you already done it . i am okay right now . no pain , no heartbreak , no tears . i still remember the first day we were fighting about silly things . then no words came out from my mouth . a few weeks later , i know that you are so far far away . i cried . i lost my partner . i was too hurt and i stop trust people for awhile . i'm a mess . i was different now and you will never find the old me . it was nice to be friend of you . i know many people like you adore you . you have everything . unlike me . i like to hang out with you . gossiping . talk about those shit . laughing . cry . now i know that we have change . i choose NOT to hang out with you . i also choose to talk something what we call gossip AFTER i've done it with someone else . i will choose not to talk about anything with you EXCEPT it is about something or someone vital to you . i choose to laugh with you WHEN our friends were around . and last i choose not to cry i mean NEVER cry about you .

that's it . i wrote what i want to write . sorry for the bad language or grammar . i'm in learning progress . fyi , this is not about love , it's friendship .

summersun .

finally , mggu trakhir cuti , off to langkawi for a week ! yessss , ermmm tk mahu diggu oke , merhatkn mindaaaaaa (:

iloveyou5 .

whatever the title is .

her ; ( in public figure ) loveee
him ; ...
her ; i love you syg
him ; errr u dah mkan ?
her ; dah . x.x
him ; knp ?
her ; nothing .

knp nk tkar topik everytime that girl ckp ily ? trutama lau tlis kt cmment or ape ape yg org laen boleh bce . tkut kantoi ?

her ; u , i nk tkar status married to you boleh ?
him ; err tk pyah lah
her ; knp ?
him ; tk pyah lah kecoh kecoh i tk ske , let just us know what happen between us . as long as i love you and you love me .
her ; upset
him ; knp plak ?
her ; i smgt nk buat married tuh
him ; err you i kne kua lah i nk pg kdai bye love you

heishh knpe nk brahsia ? knpe nk bia korang brdua jeh yg tau ? knpe tk leh org laen tau ? i wonder why ?
agknye girl tuh dah tk tahan , thennnn

her ; dear , i rse u ade girl laen lahh
him ; hurm mksud u ? u ckp prmpuan dlam pic tuh ke ?
her ; tk tau lah
him ; she's my teacher lah blah blah blah ( excuses )
her ; ape ape lah , i don't care .
him ; what ?
her ; nk off , i'm not in a good mood , bye .
him ; lahhh , oke bye love you so much . ( they are using IM )

tkde spe crite psal prmpuan tuh kn ? just asking je . btw , org ensem mcm mmat tuh msti rmai scandal kn ? oke oke . lelaki ni byk rahsia .

him ; eh sorylah i kne off ayh i ade lah , dye mcm stalker sket . so bhye . ( yg laen )
her ; hurmm yelah . ( mlas nk lyan )
him ; my dad tuh jnis tgk lpas tuh nnti dye mrah mrah lah . i tk ske .
her ; em oke .
him ; u mrah i ?
her ; tk lah ( dlam ati sbar je lah )
him ; sory lah oke .
her ; oke .
him ; hurm i kt lua nie , nnti i txt u
her ; emm oke
him ; oke i love you syg
her ; hurmmmmmm .
him ; mcm tuh jeh ?
her ; em .
him ; oke lah bye .

then he send a text , wrote ' thnks for the 'nice' fdbck ' . hoooohh ? that girl ignore him cause she was so hurt . aishhh adkah prmpuan ini diprmainkn or what ? tiap tiap diorg meet kot , di public figure plak tuh . tp knpe mmat tuh mcm tk sriyes and tk yakin or tkut tkut ? wtF ? i guess he got another person lah kn . sian awek tuh kn x.x

p.s ; based on the truth .

yourguardianangel .

i've met someone hooohh he's adorable and sweet :P from day to night aku just txt dye jehh , ade 1 mse tk tdo lgsung oh myyy he's my guardian angel . nmpknye aku brade di dunie sndri . ish ish stop lah wehh igt kau nie tgh exm sdap sdap jeh txting smpai buku pn dah tk wjud . mse exm boleh lg txt txt txt . tp biasenye time pg pg tuh dye tdo so tk dpat lah txt sgt , bile dah tghhari sket bru lah ktorg maen msj . bru nk tulis dah trrrttt trtttt vibrate ade msj hehe . meor kt blakang tk abes abes , hoi org exm bukan maen msj ape ahh . ske ati aku lah sbuk .

jmpe dye oh my godd so hensemmmmmmmmm ((: we got no secret together and i love him so much much much much haha gedik tk koi . butohh spm tau nie .

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out

How this world turns cold
And breaks through my soul
And I know, I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

It's okay, it's okay, it's okay

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you, I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

'Cause you're my, you're my, my
My true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away

'Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away
And please tell me, you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know, I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever

aku bg lgu nie kt dye , at first dye biase jeh lme lme dye asyik ckp , i'm addicted to this song . then , aku ckp lah , i'll cry if someone sing this song to me . lpas tuh pkol 1 lbih cll , dye nyanyi lgu nie tok aku oh my goddd . i'm speechlesss hooooahhh . i love you (: tau tk that was the best moment . ape ape lah oke then bye .

p.s ; weh someone tuh please jgn tlis status yg annoyed boleh tk ? bajet dye jeh ade partner . org laen bce lah sengal . bkan tk bg tp tkkan every minute nk update then tk abes abes told psal partner , annoying gile lah . nk buat jeles ke ape ? hoooohh tk de mse . gone

neverletyougo .

xtau nk post psal ape . so mngarut jeh lah kn . i felt in love with those guys . gorgeous right ? hahaha i likeeee .

alex evans (:

george boleyn (:

andy sixx (:

corey pattakos (:

andai lah aku ade bf mke mcm diorg nie , oh my , aku lah prmpuan plg bhgia kt dunie nie oke . hehe i love them all (: hahaha

motif ; tiada
aktiviti ; bosan
mood ; syok sendiri

p/s ; byk lg lau nk iktkn tp amek yg 4 ke ats lah ye . hehe

tagged .

ditag oleh eja n intan . hoi xde keje lain keh mek ? xpelah buat lah jgakk kn . 16 ? byknye ? dua org tag ? kne buat 2 kali ganda ? mngarut

Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave a comment (“You’re tagged!”), and to read your blog, you can’t tag a person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

1. ske sgt brckap smpai slalu ckp sorang sorang , org xlrat nk lyan .
2. flirt ? itu hobi (:
3. gilekn faizal tahir . smpai fight ngan ma backup faizal tahir tau ? my mom prefer aizat more than him :|
4. obses nk krus .
5. tido lah bestt (:
6. ske kt 3 org dlam 1 mse and smuanya bdak upper 6 kt skolah aku (: omg ?
7. i want to be with JERUNG so badly .
8. straight A's spm ( mustahil sket lah kn )
9. xpham npe kne buat confession kt sni ?
10 . mte koi nie gtal sgt , koi ske cuci mte u know ?
11. ---speechless---
12. mnyimpan azam lpas abis skolah tndik bbir jga kning ( konon tlinge xde tndik lg )
13. dreaming bile jjaka idaman nk dtg haaaaaaaaaa ?
14. ske buli kwn baek sndri iaitu intan plus plus slalu dngki ngan dye , mmg mmggg i dengki ngan u
15. yess nk abes dah nk abess nk abess yess yess yess yeahhhhhhh
16. abes dah bye

teettttttt wa xtau nk tag spe , spe spe spelahh , tp wa nk tgk qiko ngan iqbal , buat sket .

love me .

jnji ngan nora nk tlis blog psal tutuutttt hurmmm . smlam the best day kot hahaha .

alkisahnya,
mse svik ktorg 1klas pg library , knon knon bce bku pdahal brgosip ngan bonda plus plus on9 plus cri gosip bru . pstuh ade lah 1 lg klas msuk . si jerung pnye klas ehem ehem mlelah asyk jeling jeling . hehe aku sdaplah borak ngan clssmte kn tbe tbe aku psing nora ngan intan dah blek . ain xdtg plak . solooo . lntak , lpak ngan pali , omak ai mlucah plak dye . dah bosan ajk dye blek klas , pstuh dye kte lah oke .

mse pkai ksut tuh , elok elok si jerung kua jgaa ehemmmm . aku tgh best tpuk tpuk pali nie , bdan nie bestt (: si jerung ngan kwnnya si lebat nmpak emph nyakatlah depa tuh .

lebat ; ah pali , mse maen bola aok jd boye , kt sni pn aok jd boye . mnde aok nk jd nie .
pali ; mnde aok nie ? heishh .
jerung ; aok nk sgt jd boye yee meh sni koi buat aok jd boye .

dye dtg kt pali bwk marker pen nk cnteng mke pali lah . diorg buat aksi gay jp kt situ . aku yg tgh ikt tali ksut nie blurrr gile ah . last last tnye
---------------- boye tuh mnde pali ?-

jerung mke pelik gile , pali jwb lah ; boye tuh buaye .
aku dgar aku gelak gelak ah kuat kuat plak tuh . pstuh jerung nk blah ah , dye lalu sblah aku , aku ulang ulang
----------------boye boye haha boye-
dye bengang sgt kot dye dtg kt aku buat gye mcm nk cnteng mke ah pkai mrker pen tuh . aku gelak lg lg dn lg .
tbe tbe dye dtg dkat dye ltak tgn dye kt sblah kiri ngan knan aku alahh yg mcm nk brcium kt dinding tuh . haaaa aku dah malu malu ( tipu ) gelak gelak pstuh diam sbb dye pn diam mke sriyes jeh . aku dah cuak , tp jntung dup dap dup dap . mse tgh melalui saat saat rmntic nie mai plak 1 suaraaa

lebat ; hoi dah dah , koi tau dye comel aok jgn buat mnde bkan bkan .

pstuh dye angkt tgn snyum dah blah . mlut aku xjgak stop , ckp jgak boye byk kali . jerung jlan jeh pstuh dye gelak alahaii comelnyee trgoda trgugat aku . ( dah lme pndam nie )

i likeee tauuu , lg lg .

ari tuh kn , aku lpak lpak , tbe tbe jerung lalu , aku pggl lah dye . sesi prbualan ;

alya ; weh nme aok mnde ? ( taktik )
jerung ; tutuutttutut ( xleh bgtau ) , npe ? ( dye dduk dpan aku )
alya ; sje jeh , aok ade fb kn ?
jerung ; emmm jp fkir hahaha . ( comel )
alya ; tpu , koi jmpe .
jerung ; hemm aok klas mnde ? ( sriyes )
alya ; 5src , koi crdik .
jerung ; nme aok alya kn ?
alya ; yelahh .
jerung ; oke .
alya ; ehh , aok nie ensemm lah trgoda koi .
jerung ; hahahahahahaha ( mke malu malu )
alya ; hurmm agk agk bile kte leh kapel ? ( gatai )
jerung ; hahahaha ( lg comel ) lpas koi graduate . ^^
alya ; oh oke jnji tuh .
jerung ; haha koi nk msuk klas , aok pn pg msuk blaja , nnti leh graduate sme koi . (:
alya ; oke lah bye .
jerung ; bye .

aku pn angkt lah kaki blah msuk klas ehemmmmmm brbunga bunga ati aku . okelah jjur , aku mmg ske gile ngan mmat yg ku beri nme jerung nie , aku pg tgk ftsal tuh pn sbb dye auwwww kntoi . okelah bye (: